Good Monday morning! I get to stay home and write while you poor souls hit the road and fight each other like Parana’s, Hahahaha!! Ok so what was that all about huh? Well sorry, but your crossdressing Bilinda’s been feeling a bit stressed out. As you can see I have not been keeping up on my post, and it’s because of all the stuff I’m doing.

You see, I went from working a “regular” job, to working at home writing. Most of my income is from people that want me to write for them. I am trying to now go from writing for people to just doing my own website stuff. I am at that crazy stage where I can see money coming in from my sites, but it’s not enough to live on.

So I have to keep writing for others, but that takes all my time that I want to put into my sites, including this one. It’s very frustrating to see that if I could JUST put all my time into my sites I could get some stuff going and be my own boss with my sites. But I CAN’T because I’m not making enough yet so I have to use my time doing writing. AAHHHHHHH!!!!!

Also it really hurts to see my sites kind of going downhill. This site needs a new theme, which is the look of it. It’s too narrow and needs more color, better navigation and all that. Plus I told you all a LONG time ago that I would get a forum on here, and none is here yet! So I’m getting very upset, it’s like seeing a perfect apple just out of your reach on a tree. Or that perfect hooker that charges just a few bucks more than you have, for those that can relate more that way!

I suppose everyone who has made their own biz has gone through this. There comes that time where you are almost able to cut loose from everyone else and do your own thing, but not quite. It does not help that I can be a bit slow working on the net. I still type that old way with two fingers, plung plung plungity plung!

BUT I’m getting there! More checks are coming in from my sites, slowly my traffic is getting better, I’m making more sites and all that. What I need is a rich mama right now so I can work on my stuff. Is Britney Spears out of the hospital yet!? Hell I’ll settle for Lindsay Lohan.

So anyway bear with me for the next few weeks while I juggle everything. Once I get out of writing for others, or at least just write for one person, I’ll be able to get this site and all my other ones in good shape. In the meantime I’m going to just post when I can and try to not go crazy. Of course if you want to help, join up for some of my sponsors you see in all my banners and so on!