Well lets see what the heck Bilinda is up to tonight, huh? I don’t have to cook dinner for the girls tonight, so I am getting things done, One of them is this post. I thought I’d write about a sub-niche in the crossdresser label, or maybe it falls under transvestite, I’m not sure. There are some crossdressers that have what I suppose should be called a fetish, called sissy boy.

What this is, is a fantasy of forced feminization. That means the dream of a girl, maybe their wife, girlfriend or a mistress, forcing them to get all dressed up in pretty girly clothes. Also forced to put on makeup, wig, the whole works. Then they are their slave, doing whatever their master tells them. It’s a lot like femdoms, or dominatrixes. The difference is the dress up girly part.

Now it can be part of a sexual theme, being that the outcome will end in sex. Or it can just be that the sissy boy is forced to be a girl for a while, maybe do some chores or something. What the hell fun is that! If your going to go through all that, hold out for a sexual payoff. I suppose gay men might do this same thing if they have this fetish. So what do I think of it? Continue reading this post…

Helloooo everyone! I bet you love how I say that all the time huh? If not get use to it honey! Damn, today is one cold day out, even for here in Florida. The wind is blowing and it’s not much more than maybe 50 F out.  I know for those up north that’s warm. But when it was in the mid 80’s yesterday it feels like freezing!

So I hit on something to warm me up today, pinup girls! When I was younger I loved looking at pinups. Now pinup girl art and pictures are different than porn. Most of the time the girls show no nudity, that is not showing their,, uh,, pink bits shall we say. But they always look they are just about to fall out of that dress, lose that towel or burst over the top of that tiny shirt!

That’s the appeal of it, when you almost see something, but not quite it makes it seem more desirable. A lot of pinups are not pictures but art, drawings or toons. So they can make them look even better than real women. Sort of how I look like in my mind! Continue reading this post…

Well every once in a while, I will give you some good, real news to go along with my fluff stuff! So today I have a story on a girl by the name of  Michelle Kosilek, who is a transsexual male inmate undergoing hormone and hair removal treatment to become a woman. He is in jail for killing his wife at the time in 1990. He maintains it was self defense after she poured boiling tea on his genitals.

He won a court order to have treatment started, but stopping short of ordering a sex change, while in prison. But now he says they have stopped the treatment while the courts review his case. He claims he has not been able to continue his hormone treatments and hair removal for months. As a result he is seeing signs of his steps toward being a woman reversing.

So now he is suing again to have it move forward and complete his sex change. Sooo, who is right, who is wrong? Is he a horrible murderer, or victim? Even if he did murder his wife with foresight,  is it cruel and unusual to withhold treatment? It seems to me they should have figured this all out before allowing him to start the treatments. Continue reading this post…

I would just love to live in a church. They have high ceilings, pretty windows and plenty of candles if the lights go out! I suppose it would be a little unnerving too. I’ve watched too many of those horror movies where the statue bleeds and the cross is turned upside down.

I would be curious to know what, if any religion my readers are. Just like gays, a lot of churches don’t like transgenders, finding them immoral. I think they just hate how we dress better! My friend Ashley put a whole page of gay friendly churches in her blog. CNN ran a story today that more and more people are converting to different faiths than they were brought up with.

It seems as more and more we are a mobile country, everyone moving away from where we were born and so being exposed to new religions. Also all the people moving into the USA brings their faith with them. We all know how that’s not always a good thing, I’m not going to get into that! Continue reading this post…

Soooo, today is Monday! Yeah I feel your pain, it’s hard to face the week. But you gotta go to work, those pesky bills just don’t seem to go away! Speaking of things that are a pain, I ran across some tattoo art I forgot I had, so I thought I’d talk about that today. Now, how many in class today have tattoo’s? I bet a lot, it seems like everyone has one.

I remember when my lesbian friend Kelly had her girlfriend before Ashley. Toni was a little thing, very hard body, lots of energy,,,uh,, what was I talking about?? OH YES, tattoo’s! Well Toni got a huge tattoo on her little back. It was some band, they had a symbol of a tree with lots of detail making a big circle. It was very colorful, stretching from her lower back to her shoulders!

Now I have to say I have never had a tattoo, and never will. I just don’t see the need to inject ink under my skin, same as I don’t need any piercings. I like my body the way it is, how can you improve on this! But a lot of people get them, and if that’s what they want then it’s fine with me. Continue reading this post…

My, what a beautiful weekend we are having here in Florida. It’s about 75 F out, sunny after a short rain shower. I should go jogging, but I have too much to do. I’ll just try to skip my normal ice cream bar tonight, maybe just have a chocolate bar!;)

How many of you girls belong to online forums? I myself belong to several, but only a few for transgenders. I have some webmaster forums I belong to, and some others I’d rather not say! Now then, I am talking about forums, or boards, not chat rooms, as in yahoo chat rooms. Yes there is a big difference.  For those who don’t know what the two are I’ll explain.

A chat room is a place that once you log in, it’s like a big box with everyone’s name, or handle on the side. Each time someone says, or types anything in you see it in the box and from who said it. So, you can have a hundred people talking at the same time, the box filling up fast with everyone’s words. If you get to really talking to someone and want to have more of a one on one conversation you can agree to meet in a more private room. I hate chat rooms! Continue reading this post…

Get all your hot crossdresser stories now while they last!

Oops, didn’t mean to yell, sorry. Allow your little Bilinda to explain what the hell she’s talking about. Sometimes I use webmaster tools to see what everyone is searching for the most of on the net. That way I can tell what subjects my readers may want to hear about the most. Sometimes there can be some pretty weird stuff that comes up.

Well the last time I looked at what the word “crossdresser” came up with, one of the top 10 phases was crossdresser stories. Well, that seemed a little strange to me. I mean, I can see how crossdressers want to know about makeup, clothes, information and so on, but stories? What kind, fiction, real life, erotic, helpful, what? Soooo, I went onto good old Google and tried to find out what everyone is looking for.

I came up with,,, well,,, quite a mishmash of different things, and a few eye openers. It turns out that there are a lot of sites that have a lot of fantasy and erotic types of writing about crossdressers and transgenders. I suppose it should not be surprising. I mean, we all seem to be wishing for something. Maybe for our spouse to be ok with who we are, to meet a mate that loved you just as you are, if your a transsexual to wake up one morning in the body you want. Continue reading this post…

I can’t gett noooo,,,, satisfACTionnn, oh no no no,,,
Oh, hi there, hehe. You know, for a 90% deaf girl, I sure hum a lot of songs all day. My roommates keep reminding me about it. They say “Bill, if you don’t stop humming I’m going to turn on the Ipod music.” What, I thought I WAS making music! I guess I sound a lot better to myself than to them.

Anyway Ashley found a song she is crazy about, it was playing during a gay parade. Then she found the utube video that goes with it and really flipped over it. It has a bunch of hotties in short skirts marching and so on, a real turn on video. You’ve never seen a marching band like this, it will have your thong stretched out in no time! Ashley looks a lot like the little cutes in here; young, firm and perky! So enjoy the video, just loosen up your skirt first!

Oh I try,,,,,,,,yeah I try,,,,,,,, yeah I try,,,,,, yeah I tryyy,,,,, I can’t GET nooooooo,,,,,

Weee, I bet the title and picture of this post made ya perk up huh! Well, since this is a transgender blog, I figured I’d try to tackle everything you girls might want to know about. So, I wanted to talk about,,,, vagina’s! Not real ones, although I don’t mind talking about those too. No I am talking about the ones made for transgenders and crossdressers.

Now I bet a lot of you don’t even know you can get those, but yes, those little darlings at the lab keep coming up with more ways to make us girly boys look like ,,,,,, girls! I’m going to break it into two different subjects, the garment made just to hide your package, and the actual life like vagina. Yes I will give you links to where you can find them and no, I don’t make a dime off them cause they don’t have an affiliate program!

First, why would you want one? Well most guys don’t, only some transgenders and crossdressers, duh! Just like some want a very life like silicone breast that looks and feels real, some want a very life like vagina. I can’t think of anything that would make you feel more feminine than that. Well maybe one, but that takes two people!! So lets go find out all about these sweet T girl / crossdresser vagina’s. Continue reading this post…

What’s going on everyone? I’ve been having a good couple of days, can’t complain too much. I still can’t get enough done in the day, but I’m taking that as normal now. I DID have my myspace hacked into. I don’t go on it much, and so when I did I saw bulletin post that came from me, but I didn’t post any! So I clicked on them, and the message had a link to an adult site!

So I quickly deleted them, and changed my password. Then I did something most of you don’t know about. A person who pushes a site, adult or other wise, is an affiliate. They sign up to try to get people to join the site, and they get paid for it. The site tracks who sends a person by code in the link. Soooo, this person had their code in the link they posted on my myspace.

So I e-mailed the owner of the site, giving them the persons code so they know who it is, and telling them what they did. They don’t want any trouble, so hopefully they banned this person from their plan and no longer have anything to do with him. I have no idea how they got into my account. I know all about phishing and fake sites, so I know I did not do any of those. Continue reading this post…

Well hi everyone, it’s been a lovely weekend so far here in Florida. I’m getting better at jogging, up to about 3 or 4 miles before I have to stop! Yeah I know for some that’s just a warm up, but a lot of people can’t even jog 100 yards! It sure is nice to be somewhere that I can jog all year. But when summer comes it’s going to be damn hot, then I’ll jog at night.

Anyway, I know I make most of my post lite and fluffy, but I wanted to share a very important site I found that might really help some of you. I thought that with Valentines just gone some couples may have some issues, especially if your a transgender and in a bad relationship.

Now there can be a very wide range of relationship issues for straight couples when one is transgender. Maybe your a crosssdresser who really wants to let your wife know about your desires. Maybe your a transsexual who tried to make a straight relationship work but can no longer bear to live your life like it is. Maybe your gay, and now know it’s time to come out. There are so many different scenarios here, but they all have to do with being honest about who you are to your mate. Continue reading this post…

Tax time for transgenders, I guess it’s no different to us as it is to all the others, we all just get screwed! Except we get a nice pink frilly ribbon around it maybe. Now this year is a bit different, in case you haven’t heard. Ol Bushy boy, aka the president, is giving everybody a little gift. It’s suppose to stimulate the economy. You have to file a tax return to get it, that’s the only way they can keep track of who to send it to.

For most it is $600.00 bucks. For some it’s only $300.00. It depends on what you make, if you owe and if your married, have kids and so on. The important thing is you have to file an income tax return in order to get it. The faster you fill out your return the faster you get your money. Personally I think giving everyone 600 bucks is not going to do Jack, but if he’s giving it out I’ll take it. Or maybe my creditors, I’ll have to look into that!

I always do my own taxes, and I do it right online. It’s so much easier that way, if you have the right program. I use CompleteTax.
They are really easy to use, and if you don’t make much it’s even free. That means I haven’t paid for mine in years! I alway seem to do some type of self-employed job, so my taxes are a bit more complex than most. But I still think it’s pretty easy. Continue reading this post…